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February 9 2012

2012-02-09T04:56:00.000-08:00

well today I came across a few interesting tidbits some of which you may or may not be aware of but I'm sharing them here none the less. The first really cool thing is Louis Vuitton came out with their own condom, yeah so having bed sheets, bags, belts, bags, watches and every other piece of something or other wasn't enough they felt the need to branch out and create a high class condom, I think if guys always have one in their wallets they'll never have a dry spell as long as they pick up girls who are suckers for fashion that is and there are plenty of those kind of girls out there anyways you can read more HERE . oh and the raised letters on the rubber supposedly "enhance" your pleasure ;) huh huh you like that right. PS: if you're stuck on what to get your significant other for Valentines Day THIS IS THE PERFECT GIFT!

now I've never eaten at Jack In The Box but my understanding is that it's another fast food restaurant like MacDonald, KFC, In 'n' Out etc..it's one thing to eat bacon in hamburgers, baked with eggs or cooked in some other way according to your fancy but their latest invention I find rather gross and just downright weird, the BACON MILKSHAKE I personally don't eat meat being vegetarian but I can't imagine bacon and ice cream would taste very good much less blended together in a smooth paste to be slurped up in a straw but that's just me, I'm sure there are a good many people out there who would enjoy this strange treat though I hope I never meet any because I can't be sure I won't make some strange disgusted face when I'm told.

the most amusing thing I read today is this valentines day curfew the government wishes to impose on all those under 18 years of age all because they don't want these kids fornicating on this auspicious day of love and romance. I find this idea hilarious and down right stupid. what? you don't think the kids are having intercourse any other day of the year or you think that this curfew is going to deter them from from it anyways? strange the way these people think and yet they were chosen to lead this country

I had a casting for some men's facial foam today but I didn't go because I wasn't free so I'll be going tomorrow instead. I did get my daily workout in which I always love to do because I am border line obsessed with working out. I did a 40 P90X Cardio session followed by 10 minutes Ab Ripper Workout and then 20 minutes of Kempo Cardio X. my legs now feel like jelly and I'm afraid they'll fall off at any given time ( I know they won't they just feel that way)
dinner tonight is vegetarian Tom Yum and stir fried glass noodles with egg and vegetables.

I've officially stopped using my blackberry and I'm contemplating giving it to one of my brothers whom I know doesn't have one yet but he'll have to change the cover back because right now it's pink and I'm pretty sure my 22 year old brother wont feel too manly carrying it around in public =P also my mom called to ask if I could speak Portuguese because she needed some help translating something but I have no clue has to how to speak this language, just because I used to hang around models doesn't mean I went out of my way to learn it mainly cause I had no interest in speaking to them because I'm not stupid and I don't like talking to stupid or unintelligent people. I'm not saying all models are stupid or talk nonsense but the majority of those I have met fall into this category, I have met and I do know a handful of hot intelligent models and I love hanging out with them because it's fun and I prefer hanging out with people who have things to talk about other than where they're from, what agency they're with, how they look, who slept with who, who they don't like, and any other typical model drama nonsense talk that usually makes up a conversation.

Tony asked me if I had to choose between an XBOX KINECT or a projector for watching movies which one would I want more, I told him I'd rather get a washing machine because we need one and I don't want to have to keep walking out to use the machines in the communal area because there's always a shit load of laundry to wash (Tony has 10 times the amount of clothes that I do believe it or not. I have a shit load of makeup and shoes and cosmetics but when it comes to clothes bf wins the jackpot)

February 8th 2012

2012-02-08T06:39:00.000-08:00

not such an eventful day today, sent out some emails, went to the gym, thought about how much I miss my dog who is still away at doggy boot camp and I want to bring him home because I miss him so much, had yummy yum woon sen for dinner and of course it was spicy because I don't like bland food and I guess you could say I'm addicted to having peppers in my food.
at the gym I did 45 minutes on the cross trainer and a 40 minute kick boxing class.
the construction work on my road doesn't seem anywhere near finished and I'm going insane with the amount of dust that's flying around everywhere, it's even worse when it rains then it's all just mud and deep puddles. my OCD is so not liking this environment right now..

yeah so this blog post sucks, your fault for reading it, you cant blame me it's not like I forced you to look at your computer screen while using some high tech machinery to hold your eye lids open xoxo

IKEA Shopping

2012-02-07T08:16:00.000-08:00

Today was my first time to go to IKEA in Bangkok, been meaning to go for awhile but never went cause I didn't need anything and it seemed too far out for me to be bothered going..anyways today shopping was needed so Tony and I decided to go (actually he was the one who wanted to go and he invited me along and since I've never been before I went even though I was tired and would have preferred to stay home and be lazy and nap) anyways when we got there we were both hungry and I since they had absolutely no vegetarian food I let myself have some salmon (shut up if you're thinking about judging me I was hungry and needed to eat) so yes the salmon salad was delicious, Tony had the Swedish meatballs which he said was good. I was quite impressed by how the cafeteria was set up, reminded me of the food court at Universal Studios in Orlando, Florida as in it's very European. Then we got a cart and started to shop! the first thing I saw was a bunch of teddy bears and I really really wanted one but I was told that I don't deserve one because of late =( which in all honestly is true I have been difficult to be around of late, extra moody, withdrawn and snarky..my explanation is I'm going through mid life crisis but that means I'll die when I'm 40 something and that's nottttt a good thing.

*grilled salmon salad, smoke salmon and mixed veggies*

*Tony walking around deciding which things to buy*

*weeeeeee look at all the blanket covers and pillow cases!!!!!!*

I was in total heaven in the candle section...OMG sooooooo many awesome delicious candles I want them all!!!!! but I didn't get them all because I don't have enough space to store them all but I did get a small pack of ice cream scented ones to leave in the bathroom and by the bed and on the coffee table in the living room. We got a new shoe rack, a new carpet for the living room, a bunch of picture frames for all our holiday pictures and some artificial plants for around the house to add some greenery and since they're fake they won't die if I forget to water them =P oh and we also got a new coffee table for the living room because the previous one had an accident and died on us. For the bedroom we got a really nice cream colored blanket cover and sheet and a lime green sheet and pillow cases to match the green carpet we also got that'll be at the foot of the bed..I've never had green as part of my bedroom decor before so it's going to be a first. GREEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNN!!! I put the shoe rack together myself but it wasn't even that hard but still I did it myself! now the living room looks sooooo much more cozy and like a den where I can spend my free time lounging on the couch though I'd much rather lounge on my bed but there's no tv in the bedroom so I have to come downstairs =( oh how my life is hard...

Vacation!!!!

2012-01-07T11:26:00.001-08:00

so I've been in the States for almost a month now and it's been pretty much a non stop adventure, we flew from Bangkok to Taipei, Taipei to LA, LA to Atlanta, Atlanta to North Carolina then as soon as we landed we drove for 4 hours straight to Richmond, Virginia to watch Jerry Seinfeld. we were both totally exhausted by 6pm and I would have rather just slept and pass on the show but we had already bought the tickets and they were front row pit seats and it's Jerry Seinfeld so we couldn't not go!! half way through the show we we falling asleep, and Tony kept nudging me to keep me awake because we were front row and we didn't want Jerry to see us falling asleep and say something to make fun of us! that would be beyond embarrassing..
the next morning we woke up and drove back to North Carolina then I got sick for 2 days..we had Christmas dinner with Tonys family, ate at some awesome restaurants in Asheboro and Greensboro then we drove down to Myrtle Beach, South Carolina for a few days and December is NOT the time of the year to be at a beach, I had 3 layers of clothes on me and I was still cold.

us on the beach at sunset =) super pretty and romantic but the weather wasnt

Myrtle Beach during the day =)

we went on a ferris wheel ride and it was lots of fun, apparently Myrtle Beach is super fun during summer time because lots of students come for their spring break vacation and tons of tourists go and there's tons of stuff to do but I went during winter so it wasn't that much fun..how sad

we left SC and drove down to Orlando for New Years with a stop over in Savannah because the traffic was quite backed up and Tony is the only person who drive (I can't drive, I don't have a license) we stayed at Comfort Suites and went for a walk around town and it was amazing! Savannah really is a beautiful city, the river walk was full of people from all over the world, tons of restaurants and street performers.

the next morning we continued our drive to Orlando following our gps which we nicknamed "Mary" who managed to get us lost 3 times and almost pissed Tony off because of that =P the first night there we stayed at La Caribe Resort and we went to Hollywood Studios because Enchanted Kingdom was packed so they had to shut it down since 10am that morning! so insane and Hollywood Studios was packed too, we did get to go on pretty much all the rides which was super fun and awesome

waiting in line at Toy Story Mania

Toy Story Mania!! so much fun and I beat Tony too!

we got our faces painted for New Years too, it didn't take more than 10minutes and it washed off with water and soap

in the middle of the park there were thousands of Christmas light lit up and they were blinking and dancing along to Christmas carols it was so beautiful I didn't want to leave but the weather made me not want to stay

the next day we moved to Lowes Royal Pacific Resort which is an on campus resort for Universal Studios and that day we went to Universal Island Escapes with a plan to go on all the rides and I am happy and proud to say that we did go on ALL the rides!

in the middle of Hogsmeade!

in front of Hogswart School of Wizardry and Magic

on the Hollywood Tower Hotel ride! I look so fucking scared haha!

on the Incredible Hulk ride! this one was soooo much fun but the scariest ride of all was the Dr Doom one where it shoots you straight up in the air and straight back down, I was so scared I couldn't even scream and Tony made me get on it twice!!

in front of the Hogwarts Express Train

on the hotels ferry that brings us back and forth from the hotel to the parks

with the weirdos in Whoville!

the next day we went to Discovery Cove to swim with dolphins and the weather channel said it would be 51 degrees so I was totally dreading having to get in the water but it's a once in a lifetime thing so I had to buck up and do it and I'm so happy I did because the dolphins were so cute and amazing!

we also did the Sea Adventure where we walked underwater and got to be up close to all the fish, rays, lobsters and sharks! they were nurse sharks so I wasn't too scared of them. the entire time there was this one fish that kept biting my toes, at first I thought it was a crab or something but it kept coming back so I looked down and there was this fish nibbling on my toes, I guess that means I should get a pedicure now =P

I also got to fed birds at the aviary and we got a ton of pictures and a video of our time with the dolphins =)

the 3rd day we were there the weather dropped to 38 degrees which is damn cold for me because I'm used to a normal 85 to 100 degrees all year round in Thailand so to come from such a hot country to this is a HUGE change for me. I was wearing 3 layers of clothes and even then it wasn't enough to keep me properly warm, we both bought scarfs to wrap around our faces but stupid me, I didn't even think about it being dirty and the scarf caused me to have a rash the next day :( its all cleared up now but it scared me because my skin is normally very clear and it is sensitive so I try to take super good care of it at all times

we were going to go walk around in Sea World the following day but since the weather was retarded cold we decided we'd just get on the road and drive back to NC so we could get there by 8pm and have dinner with Tonys mom who is such a sweetheart and bought me some anti rash cream to help get rid of the rash I got from that stupid scarf.

we're going to LA on the 10th and staying till the 17th. in LA we're going to the People's Choice Awards, Cirque de Solei (I think I spelt it wrong so forgive me), Magic Castle (maybe, still not sure), a helicopter tour of LA and Tony has a Lakers Game to attend so there will be a whole lot more pictures to come!

Sir Pizza review

2011-12-26T18:16:00.001-08:00

I've heard a lot about this pizza joint so today I went to see if it lives up to all the hype and I was not let down..we ordered a large pizza with two sides, mine was extra cheese, green peppers and mushrooms..Tonys was extra cheese, parmesan and sausage. all pizzas have thin crusts and they are not stingy with the cheese, they give you an extra bottle of cheddar cheese when they bring out the pizza so you can top up as much as you want!

this is hands down the best pizza I've had so far, seriously, it's good. their chefs salad is also amazing, it had lettuce tomato cheese carrots boiled eggs and croutons with low fat French dressing. awesome. totally awesome

Christmas Eve get together with the family

2011-12-24T17:52:00.001-08:00

as is the tradition in most western countries, Christmas Eve is when families visit each other, have dinner and sometimes exchange gifts. we first went to Tonys dads place and there was sooooo much food! I hadn't eaten anything since 7pm the day before so I was hungry and they didnt start eating till midday

Tonys grandma, dad and nephew

I was drooling looking at all the desserts there...they looked and smelled sooooo good

this one was my favorite! it's a Hershey's chocolate cake and damn it was the best

cherry cheese cake and homemade chocolate covered cookies and biscuits

diabetic Tony can't have any of the yummy desserts

Bella would sit under the table hoping someone would slip her some food =P

11 year old Maggie =) she's still very active and so friendly

so after everyone ate and stuffed themselves we all went and opened presents

after gifts were unwrapped we said goodbye and headed on over to his moms place then drove to one of his (Tonys) aunts places up in the mountains, they have a baby deer they rescued and were taking care of it and I really wanted to see the cute thing oh and they have a beagle too!!! I'm missing my Simba boy so much so being around dogs is my cure =)

they live in a wooden cabin upon the mountains and it's such a cozy looking home

you can tell they have dogs by their door mat

someone killed Santas reindeer...oh my

ahhhhhh sooooooooo adorable!!!!!! this little pooch is "Star" and she's 2 1/2, she's a miniature beagle which is why I can pick her up, my Simba is too big and heavy to carry like that

yeah it's a dead stuffed cat

here's the pet deer "Baby"!!!! isn't she a cutie?!?

spent some time outside playing with Baby and the dogs but then it got way too cold for me so I ran inside where it was nice and warm and by then the dogs were exhausted from all the running around they came inside and fell asleep =P

after that we went on to another aunts place but I didn't take many pictures there, only one with her puppy "Maddy" (she has a beagle too)

tonight we're staying over at his moms place, Tony has collapsed already since he only slept 4-5 hours last night and I guess family reunions are always exhausting (I know they are for me). I'm watching to hyper Yorkies jump around and run in circles while the lighting of the national Christmas tree is on tv =) hope everyone had a lovely Christmas eve! xxx

What I Am Eating..

2011-12-23T18:54:00.001-08:00

all the yummy food i'm eating while on vacation

yogurt parfait and a blueberry muffin at Cracker Barrel

hot chocolate also from Cracker Barrel

giant sushi boat at US Sushi

sweet potato pancakes at a cafe I can't remember the name of

veggie omelet also from the cafe I can't remember the name of

seafood platter at Red Lobster

grilled cheese sandwich at Johnson's Burger

fried shrimp with their home sauce at Four Corners ( the beer is Tonys in case you were wondering because I don't drink )

thai chicken pizza (left) veggie works pizza (right)

wonton soup and hot chocolate and they both sucked so I won't eat there ever again

hush puppies at Dockside

clam chowder at Dockside

fresh raw oysters at Dockside

deluxe seafood platter at Dockside (shrimp, oysters, flounder, and scallops)

baked potato with butter and sour cream at Dockside

My Victorias Secret Shopping Spree

2011-12-22T20:28:00.001-08:00

went last minute Christmas shopping at Friendly Center in Greensboro, NC today and well once I saw they had a Victorias Secret store there I so had to go. The weather was horrible all day though, cloudy and rainy which caused traffic but traffic here is no where near as bad as Bangkok so I'm not complaining..

I absolutely love this scent! I got the body wash, body lotion, and body mist set

this box set of makeup has 30 eye shadows, 5 lip glosses and 5 lipsticks, brushes, mascara, powder and bronzer (the powder and bronzer is in a tray at the bottom but I couldn't open the tray because I'm a dufus like that but it's there for sure)

self tanning lotion so I can look beach sexy and of course I had to get some cute panties =) I would have gotten more lingerie if they had my size but apparently I'm an XS and they mostly had M so yeah I was out of luck

We Have All Been Hurt.

2011-12-13T06:45:00.001-08:00

We have, we have all been there. Some end up more hurt than others, but we have all been hurt by the person that we loved or liked so dearly or still love till this day. We can spend so much time on a person, we may have to wait for them. Sharing so many memories with them, sharing secrets, staying up and having late night conversations. Having deep and meaningful conversations, even if you’re not together with the person you want to be with or still haven’t been with them, they still give you these wonderful memories to remember them by, until it turns around and bites you in the ass.
These goes for both boys and girls whether you are straight, gay or bi.

If they cheat on you: They do not deserve you. There is no excuse for cheating on someone and there will be an excuse and if you’ve cheated and you blamed it on alcohol. I am sorry but that is pathetic. If you cheated, you cheated. No excuses. What’s done is done and there is nothing you do about it, there is nothing that you can do to go back in time and stop it from happening. If you cheat, you better tell.
I get how you can love someone so much, you love them so much that you forgive them, forgive them for their thoughtless actions. But if you think about it, do they deserve to be forgiven? I am not here to change your mind or persuade you not to take them back, I’m here to give you my own personal opinion, no one said that you had to listen to it.
Why do they deserve your forgiveness? I mean yes, you love them and yes it hurt you a lot and yes you may need them in your life. But if they’re going to do that to you, then why? Why waste your time on someone who can’t even stay faithful? I know that when people say “you can do so much better” it doesn’t help, because you don’t want better and in your eyes they are the definition of the best and the only person that you want is them. But if you think about it, if they really meant everything that they had said to you, about liking you, loving you, wanting to be with you “forever” Would that thought of cheating on you be in their head? Why would it have crossed their mind at all? And even if they were drunk, no matter what was going through their head if you meant that much to them, they would be more than capable to attempt to stop themselves. You deserve someone who treats you right, not saying that they don’t. But someone who won’t cheat on you, someone who will never even think about it. Someone who will never do such a thing, someone who won’t make all these promises to just break them - You have to take into account though that everything that they have ever said to you is true, or was true at the time that they said it. I know how it can feel like everything was a lie after the unthinkable had happened, but most of the things that come out of their mouth is 100% real, 100% truth. But whether you take them back or not is completely up to you, trust will have been broken, and you will have to gain that trust back. Maybe losing you would be a wake up call, but no more one chance, one chance is all they need to prove themselves worthy.

They left me: If they leave you, they left for a reason, whether that reason was big or small. There is always a reason behind why they left. If they didn’t have a reason, they wouldn’t leave and sometimes it feels like they left for no reason at all, but you know what, maybe they just don’t want to tell you the reason? Maybe they want to stop you from getting more hurt than you already are? You say to yourself that they don’t care, you tell yourself that they never did care. But you know what? They did. They cared a lot about you between the times that you were together and they might still care but sometimes we can just be to caught up in our negate train of thought that we don’t see what is truly happening around us and we don’t appreciate it. You can do much for the people around you and they would go on with their lives without even noticing what has been done, so think about it.. And don’t you dare say that they never loved you, because they did and if they told you that they did. Then it is true. You can still leave someone if you still love them..
If they leave you, you need to realize that the relationship that you guys had beforehand is going to take a while to get back so you need to be patient. And you need to try to move on with your life without them, until you are ready to talk to them again with knowing that you won’t fall for them again. It is easier said than done, but no one said love was easy. No one said life was easy. If you have a will, then you will have a way. Maybe they don’t deserve what you have to offer if they feel the need to just walk out of your life like that. What people fail to see sometimes is the fact that there is always someone better out there without them knowing. I know the term “better” doesn’t really define it, but there is someone who will better fit your needs. If they want to leave, let them. It’s their loss, not yours. You will find the perfect person for you, finding the right person isn’t going to be easy and it is going to take time. When you find that person you will know that it was worth the wait, you will know that all the pain you went through was actually worth it. When that person makes their move and gives your everything that they have in order to get you, then you know they’re the one. Don’t give up, stay strong. Don’t let one person bring you down, you’re stronger than that and you will get through it. You will. Never regret a thing because between the times that you guys were together, they made you feel loved, wanted, they were able to make you happy and that’s what counts the most. Don’t ever feel like you wasted your time on them. Because in a way, it was worth it. You are an amazing person and I don’t need to know you to say such a thing, but you are a lovely person and you deserve nothing but the best. So if being patient and waiting provides you with the best then it is what you deserve. <3

If you don’t feel good enough: Stop feeling like that, stop thinking in such a negative train of thought. I mean yes, we have all felt this way and we can’t deny it. But do you think that they would be with you for a reason? Do you think that they would even consider being with you if they didn’t see something amazing within you. Think about it, there are so many people who surround you both. You. Him. Her. Out of all of those people whom they know, they chose you. Not the other girl that you feel is prettier than you. Not the other boy who seems to have a better body than you. Stop feeling like you’re not good enough when you are more than good enough. Don’t be so hard on yourself. If they love you, they love you for who you are. If they want to be with you, accept that fact and never second guess yourself.

Standards: We all have standards that we wish to meet, we all have this image in our head of the perfect person that we would like to be with. But sometimes you just have to lower your standards a little. I’m not saying drop them right down to the ground, but drop them just the tiniest bit. The person that you have in your mind, your dead set one and only ever wanted lover may not always be the right person for you. A girl may want a guy with a six pack, beachy hair, blue eyes, sporty. Doesn’t treat her right, doesn’t know a thing about her. Keeps making her upset, only ever hurts her, barely ever makes her happy. Just your average guy - casual clothes, neat, nice hair. Brown eyes. Loving personality. The perfect guy for that girl, has everything that she has ever wanted within a personality of a guy, but he doesn’t have the looks. Never judge a book by it’s cover, if you are able to give someone a chance to be with you, then do it. But do it only if you want to and sometimes it doesn’t always end as well as you want it to. Vice versa. Maybe the ideal person that you wish to have is not actually the perfect one for you. We all learn from our mistakes, out mistakes can only brighten up our future so we don’t make the same mistakes. Be careful, don’t be with someone because not only are they nice to you, but they have the looks. If they don’t treat you right, they don’t deserve you.

PLEASE REMEMBER: Never settle for less than what you deserve. If you feel that you can do better, then you can and you will get better. Don’t ever feel like you don’t deserve better when you feel like you do. Find the right person who treats you right and hold onto them. Until it may be time to let go.

(Source: howdoesitfuckingfeel)

Hey You =)

2011-12-13T00:34:00.001-08:00

Hey you,

yes, you

I believe that you are lovely, I believe that you are wonderful, I believe that you are a kind and caring person even if no one sees you in that way. And I believe that you are beautiful/handsome. I don’t need to know who you are, see who you are or talk to you for me to know these things.
A lot of people don’t see it that way though, a lot of people believe that they have the right to judge others based on their appearance, on what they wear, how they talk and what they do. But that is wrong. Very wrong. They have no right to judge you if they don’t know you, no one does.
Don’t ever let someone make you feel bad for who you are today. Because you happen to be someone wonderful. Forget about the haters. Forget about the people who give you shit. Forget about all the people who have doubted you and live your life.

I want you to stop worrying about what other people think about you. I want you to stop caring about the people in your life who don’t truly matter. I want you to do what you love. I want you to stop worrying about all these opinions on yourself, on what you do because they don’t even matter. I want you to forget about all the and things from the past and cherish the good things. I need you to love yourself for who you are. Don’t do anything you don’t feel comfortable with doing. Be a bitch only when you have to be. Smile, even when you’re hurting, show people how strong you can be, how strong you really are. Shit happens, forget about it everything that has caused you pain. If it stays with you, it will only cause you more pain. Life is too short to be living with regrets. Throw them all away, don’t think about it. Mistakes are made for a reason. There is no point dwelling on the past, because all that matters is. NOW. Don’t let the past break you, make it define you. Don’t go searching for someone, chances are they won’t even be the right one,. Let them come to you, because they’re making an effort to be yours. Then you’ll know that it was worth the wait.

P.s: Don’t let anyone ever tell you that you are not good enough, because you are. Smile beautiful =) xoxo

The Late Night Shower

2011-12-09T08:59:00.001-08:00

Simba getting a shower because he was a stinky dog